The truth can be both exciting and scary. What I have told you today is positive and also true; There is also the hard-truths behind it, though. I chose to close the subject, until now, because I wanted you to feel excited with me. It is easy to hide kicking feet under water, but it is what keeps me afloat (The metaphors, I'm sorry! Thank my mum for that).
A year between now and University. It seems like an awful long time, but I have goals to hit. Confirming my choice, continuing with studies, continuing with therapy and all the 'fun' things in between.